Wednesday, September 26, 2007

What is Up with us?

Hello All,

well a day or so later I noticed something on Isaac's new tooth. We rang on Monday to ask about it and it is just a cosmetic thing where the cap has been put on and can be fixed in the chair...or funny little bed thing they have for children. Isaac's follow up appointment is on Wed next week. What a relief everything has been ok. He has been SO well this week...no ulcers, no tosilitis and no sore tooth!

After Isaac's surgery I really got very tired. I slept til 1230pm one of the days after. I felt like IVIG was making me tired too but that has passed now. I did get a horrible ulcer on my tongue which is quite deep and my tongue went all white on the sides...that whiteness has decreased now but my tongue is still sore. The ulcer seems smaller today. I have been doing mouth care and next week on Thursday I have an ENT appointment to check my mouth and tongue. Looks like this was all tired induced though and stress from doing heaps more last week.

Today I woke up with an annoying little cough that comes from the base of your throat. I had more Goji Juice and stuff to help me fight it off and not catch the full thing. I also did nothing today and just rested. Isaac had a school appointment for his first year at school next year but I had to let Alan just go, otherwise I would have been pushing myself.

However, yesterday I managed to get to Isaac's preschool for their book launch. All the kids were dressed up in pirate outfits...and Isaac did as well. I honestly thought he would not want to do it. I got there at the end of morning preschool and they were all out on the grass in their make shift pirate ship and they performed 3 pirate songs for us parents and then we had a sausage sizzle (sausages/bread/sauce on the Barby or BBQ). It was a lot of fun and I was so glad that I could watch Isaac. As soon as he saw me he was singing the loudest and doing the biggest actions with a huge smile on his face and many parents commented on how well "that child was singing"...hahaha....it made me laugh.

I was supposed to have a chest ultrasound today to double check that the fluid on my lung is gone....and then I was supposed to see my specialist and have bloods done. I have been SO tired this week...I knew my body could not cope today so we re-scheduled the chest ultrasound until Friday and when I see my GP tomorrow I will have bloods and then we will call the specialist with all the results on Monday. I just feel like whenever I go out...it is to appointments and I never get to just go out and have fun with Isaac because I am too tired from appointments! I just need to be able to relax sometimes!

Isaac didn't have a sleep today. I told him he needed to just rest in his room until Mummy came to get him if he couldn't sleep. He couldn't sleep and part way through his rest time I got out some books for him to look through quietly in his bed. He was so good and read them all to himself until I said he could come out 1/2 hour later. Alan slept for an hour...after Isaac was out of his room again we did some play dough for an hour.....now Isaac is watching a one of his DVD's.

Alan's sister is coming tonight to give me a massage....oh it will be so nice. She came on Saturday and gave me one...a professional one...and Alan too. Jacqui is doing a massage course! She is going to be practising as a fully qualified massager and while she is doing her course she has asked for people to practise on! She does it really well and it has been relaxing for me as well. I get so stressed about FA and other issues related to it that I seem to not relax....and this is really good for me! So Jacqui....if you are reading this....THANKS and you are REALLY GOOD! I hope you get everything you need to get and finish your course and really do well with the massage therapy....I know you will...and it is exciting that you are doing what you really want to do!

Well, if bloods are really different...I will let you know. I hope the platelets are more up this week. They dropped last week. The haemaglobin was holding at 12 and neuts had gone up to 1000 from 100. Liver results were coming down...oh and I have not felt nearly as nauseated this week...what a relief!

I will also let you know about the chest ultrasound for the fluid on the lung. Otherwise, I really think I am getting better slowly.

Yesterday I did some laps around our huge backyard for exercise and I have done some ball play with Isaac outside. I just need to be careful because if I do too much I tend to faint.

I also went to the shops for the first time since the 4th September! And not in a wheelchair. I am not puffing anymore...just got to watch the fainting. I don't need nebulisers anymore...so I am doing well.

Ok, I suppose I better go. Oh I have been having a GREAT time on the Fanconi Island site! Racquel has done a great job with that site and it is great having somewhere to go where you can get emotional support with FA and talk to friends about anything you want. There is so much that benefits us FA families on that site...so if you have not signed up.....I would recommend it!

Better go!
Thanks for checking on me.
Love Charisse

16 comments:

Judy said...

Dearest Charisse, I am so glad you are starting to feel better, and that you are going slowly so that your body can heal itself. Please continue to take care of yourself and go slowly. Know I am praying for you still,
Judy

Anonymous said...

Continuing to pray!
Jude 24-25: Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.

Anonymous said...

Dearest Charisse, I have just got back from a 5 day tour of Wales and the Lakes District and have read your update. Great to hear of the things you have been doing. Only 5 more days and I will be home. I can't wait to see you, I will probably cry!! Take it easy and get plenty of rest. God bless you, lots of love Denise

Anonymous said...

Dearest Charisse,
Eph. 3:20. Now to Him who is able to do immeasureably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory ....throughout all generations, for ever and ever.
You are such a trooper. You press on even in the face of 'enemy fire.' And we stand with you. So good to see encouraging signs of recovery. Isaac is blessed to have you as his mum. In the face of weakness he is learning about strength and tenderness.
We love you heaps and pray the the "immeasureably more" will be yours.
Lots of love, Mum

Anonymous said...

Hi again,
I just don't know what the computer is doing. I have already sent a message, but it insists that I send it again. So I changed it.
Here's another verse for you.
Eph. 3:16
I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power,....to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge...that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Lots of love, Mum

Anonymous said...

The Lord is there with you right now! My prayers are with you right now, too.
Deuteronomy 20:4 For the LORD your God is he that goeth with you, to fight for you against your enemies, to save you.

Anonymous said...

Hi Charisse,
Just got back from Cairns yesterday.
Can't wait to catch up soon...
Let us know when u guys are free for dinner:)
Love Angexxxx

Anonymous said...

The Lord is our Shepherd! Know that I'm praying!!!!!!!!!!!!
John 10:27-29 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me: And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand. My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand.

Anonymous said...

I'm so blessed to be able to pray for you!
1 Peter 5:10-11 But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. To him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen.

Anonymous said...

Praying right now!
Psalms 33:18-22 Behold, the eye of the LORD is upon them that fear him, upon them that hope in his mercy; To deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine. Our soul waiteth for the LORD: he is our help and our shield. For our heart shall rejoice in him, because we have trusted in his holy name. Let thy mercy, O LORD, be upon us, according as we hope in thee.

Anonymous said...

Know that you're in my prayers!
1 Peter 5:7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

Anonymous said...

Had this in my Bible reading this morning...continuing in prayer!
John 11:25-27 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this? She saith unto him, Yea, Lord: I believe that thou art the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world.

Anonymous said...

Still reading John and these words always touch my heart so much. Still here praying!
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.

Anonymous said...

Praying right now!
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Anonymous said...

I love the word picture painted in this verse. Still here praying.
Isaiah 40:11 He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young.

Anonymous said...

Know that I'm here praying!
Ezekiel 34:12 As a shepherd seeketh out his flock in the day that he is among his sheep that are scattered; so will I seek out my sheep, and will deliver them out of all places where they have been scattered in the cloudy and dark day.